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My Screwed Up Relationships
2003
- January 2003
- 06 - New Journal
- 13 - Whatever you doooo..Dont ..
- 14 - *sighs quietly and shakes ..
- 15 - Im sad Im actually really ..
- 20 - Lavender oil burning in the ..
- 21 - And I fall in deeper..
- 23 - We had one of those talks ..
- 26 - And she puts on a smile.. ..
- 27 - He felt like a dirty little ..
- February 2003
- 03 - The Difficult Kind
- 03 - That face.. that good damn ..
- 10 - The Lavendar isnt helping
- 15 - She wept for everything she ..
- 16 - She sighs quietly
- 16 - Its that feeling
- 19 - Delicious He Is..
- 20 - I started out with a purpose
- 22 - Our secret rendevous
- 23 - She Cries
- 25 - I miss him
- 26 - Waking Up Beside You
- March 2003
- 01 - Found this
- 05 - A cold winters night
- 09 - All Alone I seem to Break
- 10 - My eyes cloud over
- 10 - Storytime
- 11 - Constant Stockpiling
- 13 - So I scratched my eye in my ..
- 13 - Love You To Death
- 13 - We're in This Together
- 14 - Accident Prone
- 15 - Lavender, Verbaina, and ..
- 19 - A sick weird churning ..
- 20 - Say Goodbye
- April 2003
- 02 - Yeah that hurt
- 30 - He moved..
- May 2003
- 21 - And here we are
- June 2003
- 13 - Vow
2007
- December 2007
- 20 - Jesus Its Been Awhile
- 20 - Finally a fucking done ..
- 21 - He's taken a gun?!?!?!!!
- 22 - He's sill missing
- 24 - Ex confusion
- 26 - Tangled Webs We Weave
- 27 - Fucking Jackass.
2008
- January 2008
- 03 - Obsessive Food Issues..
- 04 - WTF Was That?
- 07 - Behind Those Eyes
- 08 - Realization.
- 09 - I Dont
- 10 - Hate
- 11 - Letting Go For Good
- 11 - Grey Blue Emerald
- 14 - Sucked In
- 15 - Exhaustion
- 16 - He made up stories about me ..
- 17 - Like A Drug
- 18 - Screaming in Ecstacy
- 19 - Keep Eyeballing Me ..
- 22 - On My Mind
- 23 - My Head Aches
- 24 - Lord Save Me From Your ..
- February 2008
- 09 - Remembering I did this
- 09 - WTF am I doing
- 10 - Putting it back together
- 13 - Depression? Or Lazy? Or ..
- 25 - D's back from the dead.
- 26 - You'll do what?
- March 2008
- 01 - Killing Lonliness
- 02 - Comming Clean
- 04 - Fucked Up
- 06 - Listening
- 07 - Upset and Pissed Im Upset..
- 12 - Pouring it all out.
- 12 - Pouring it all out.
- 16 - Calm Cool Collected ..
- 18 - No Fucking Way
- 19 - Trying To Remember
- 31 - Long weekend
- 31 - Unsurprised
- April 2008
- 04 - Crashed
- 09 - "I dont want to die alone"
- 15 - The biggest lie ever told.. ..
- 30 - I gave him the rope.. he ..
- May 2008
- 01 - Moving On
- 01 - Moving On
- 06 - Self-destruct
- 12 - The New Guy
- 14 - His gentle hands...
- 19 - Golden
- 27 - Mush Mush
- June 2008
- 17 - Random Tears
- 27 - We should just get married..
- August 2008
- 11 - Blast from the past..