Sarah
dying fears and broken tears
2002
- July 2002
- 08 - New
- August 2002
- 14 - My mother
- September 2002
- 11 - Crazy
- 26 - Today
- October 2002
- 21 - Disturbed
- November 2002
- 10 - Upset
- 22 - Very Angry
- December 2002
- 25 - So far
2003
- March 2003
- 04 - confused
- July 2003
- 13 - Bad Dream
- August 2003
- 19 - First day
2004
- April 2004
- 16 - Life sucks
- 18 - Ugh
- 29 - Wondering
- 30 - Mistake
- May 2004
- 02 - Really Mad
- 05 - Dead Meat
- 13 - Really P. O. ed
- June 2004
- 04 - Random Facts
- 11 - Monster
- 24 - Crying my eyes out
- July 2004
- 02 - Promise
- 03 - Right
- 04 - Single
- 05 - Random Poetry
- 06 - Night
- 06 - Linger...
- 07 - Shocked. I'M ENGAGED!!!!!!
- 11 - "Stars" and "Not Gonna Get ..
- 11 - Missing
- 16 - " A Thousand Miles"
- 16 - "Twilight"
- 17 - Mission Trip
- 24 - Back
- 26 - Proud
- 30 - "My Immortal"
- 30 - "Haunted"
- 30 - "Missing"
- 31 - That’s it, it’s..
- August 2004
- 01 - "Walk Through the Fire"
- 04 - "My Happy Ending"
- 04 - Let's try this again
- 08 - "I am..."
- 09 - Ramble
- 11 - *Sigh*
- 12 - lost
- 12 - "Together"
- 12 - "Forgotten"
- 12 - "Nobody's Home"
- 13 - "Needles"
- 13 - Hate
- 19 - School
- 20 - Feelings
- 21 - "What happened to us?"
- 22 - "Before I'm dead"
- 24 - Changed
- 25 - Can't stop smiling
- 26 - Shit
- 29 - "Rinse"
- 29 - "Twilight"
- 29 - Feel
- 30 - Quiz results
- 31 - Understand
- September 2004
- 01 - More Quiz Results
- 03 - Another Day
- 08 - I can't
- 09 - Sister
- 13 - "They"
- 14 - Happy!!!
- 14 - "Long hard road out of Hell"
- 14 - "Disposable Teens"
- 16 - Really Pissed Off
- 18 - Cry
- 20 - "Little Wing"
- 20 - "Queen of Hollywood"
- 21 - Birthday
- 22 - Unsure
- 23 - "Not Coming Home"
- 23 - "He Will Be Loved"
- 24 - Tired
- 24 - Stress
- 24 - "Crawling"
- 27 - Panther
- 29 - Surprised
- 29 - Indescribable
- October 2004
- 02 - Torn
- 03 - Concert
- 04 - Suicide
- 06 - Another day, another time
- 07 - "Gollum's Song"
- 13 - Why try?
- 13 - "Broken"
- 13 - "Predictable"
- 13 - "S.O.S."
- 14 - "My{Dsmbr"
- 14 - Rape
- 15 - Relief
- 18 - Spell
- 18 - Funny
- 22 - Why?
- 23 - "Forever Gone, Forever You"
- 24 - Burn
- 24 - "(S)aint"
- 24 - "Finally Woken"
- 24 - Can't
- 25 - I can't
- 27 - Ghost Stories
- November 2004
- 01 - Cut
- 01 - Parental Control Advisory. ..
- 03 - Stay Away
- 05 - Final Words
- 05 - "Don't Stay"
- 05 - "Hit the Floor"
- 14 - Sorry for myself
- 17 - Spell's off = Shit
- 18 - "Lost"
- 22 - Emotionless Rage
- December 2004
- 23 - General Update
- 24 - Evil
- 25 - Presents
- 29 - The Reason
- 29 - Another general update
- 29 - "Broken Soul"
2005
- January 2005
- 04 - Hospital
- 06 - Weary
- 07 - Remember
- 07 - "Ragdoll"
- 08 - "Since You've Been Gone"
- 08 - "You Thought Wrong"
- 08 - "I Never Really Loved You ..
- 08 - "Leave Me Alone"
- 08 - "On Your Own"
- 13 - Other Diary
- February 2005
- 23 - Long Time
- 24 - Thoughts
- 25 - Torture
- March 2005
- 13 - Spinning
- June 2005
- 25 - Update
- August 2005
- 19 - Lust
- 30 - "I am..."
- September 2005
- 06 - "Shadows I Weave"
- 16 - Slowly dying
- 18 - "I Pretend"
- 19 - "The Path"
- 20 - Today
- 20 - "I was like you"
- 22 - Dilema
- 24 - "Weeping Heart"
- 25 - "Opposition of Stars"
- 28 - "The Edge"
- October 2005
- 11 - "Something Dying"
- 12 - "Suicide and Other Comforts"
- 13 - "Ebony Dressed for Sunset"
- 14 - "Cemetery of my Soul"
- 15 - "Shattered Heart"
- 16 - "River of Tears"
- 27 - Blah
- November 2005
- 02 - Bitten
- 02 - Fun Things To Do At Walmart
- 02 - Worst Nightmare situations
- 02 - Ways to be Offensive at a ..
- 05 - Bitten Twice
- 08 - Exquisite Torture
- 14 - 3 Vampires walk into a ..
- 14 - For those trying to lose ..
- 14 - Stupid people awards
- 14 - law jokes
- 14 - A day in court
- 14 - YOUR AGE BY CHOCOLATE MATH
- 16 - Pierced
- 18 - Trust
- 24 - "Dying Bloom"
- 28 - "My Eyes"
- 29 - "Closer"
- 29 - why condoms come in packs ..
- 29 - Flat Frog
- 29 - "Dark Angel"
- 29 - "Desire"
- 29 - "Broken Machine"
- December 2005
- 02 - Odd Smoke
- 07 - I just can't seem to stay ..
- 17 - "Artificial Angel"
- 20 - Shitty Saturday
2006
- January 2006
- 04 - What if your dog's name was ..
- 04 - The parrot
- 04 - Is it because I'm blonde, ..
- 04 - I really do have a heart, ..
- 04 - X-Mas A poem by C. Jerg
- February 2006
- 02 - Would You Remarry?
- 02 - Bleeding Smile
- 02 - Final Curtain
- 02 - Hands of Death
- 17 - Why me?
- 17 - "Alone I Break"
- 20 - "Full of Sorrow"
- 20 - "Wash It All Away"
- 22 - Naughty Poems
- 22 - "Broken"
- 22 - ~RESURRECTION ~
- 28 - "Bless The Child"
- 28 - "Hurt"
- 28 - "Somewhat Damaged"
- 28 - "Coma White"
- 28 - "Coma Black"
- 28 - "Coming Undone"
- March 2006
- 09 - Useless Mess...
- 09 - "Hurt"
- May 2006
- 23 - "True" friendship doesn't ..
- June 2006
- 21 - "Stuck"
- 30 - "Prelude 12/21" and "Miss ..
- August 2006
- 20 - Self Loathing...
- 20 - "Animal I Have Become"
- September 2006
- 13 - Stupid fucking neighbors- ..
- October 2006
- 25 - "Call Me When You're Sober"
2007
- March 2007
- 02 - "Lithium"
- May 2007
- 04 - Lost
2008
- February 2008
- 17 - What is this...
- March 2008
- 12 - Boyfriend
- 31 - On my own again...
- April 2008
- 04 - Deathly Sick with ..
- 16 - Sleepless Nights
- 22 - New Job?
- May 2008
- 29 - Take me away
- 30 - Loss of the Worst Kind
- June 2008
- 09 - A Letter to Him that He ..
- 09 - "What Have You Done?"
2012
- September 2012
- 23 - Been a while...
2015
- October 2015
- 25 - Long Time
- 25 - Long Time
- November 2015
- 09 - Relief yet Disappointment