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My Perfect Waste of Time
2002
- June 2002
- 03 - A Mind that is Overwheled ..
- 03 - Lost within Chaos
- 04 - CoCaiNE suGAr naZi kINg
- 04 - Intellectual progression
- 04 - Falling Victim to ..
- 04 - Drowning in Deceit
- 04 - A Simple State of Mind ..
- 04 - Mania, Myself, and I
- 05 - Incoherence
- 05 - Falling Down
- 05 - ?
- 06 - Let it Go
- 06 - inside insanity
- 06 - A taste of me
- 06 - newnewnew
- 07 - spiritual vanity
- 10 - Hippy Lovin'
- 11 - world interupted
- 11 - Why I Love the Sound of Hate
- 11 - My Childish Wish
- 11 - ehhh....
- 21 - EyEsMaDeOFveLveT
- July 2002
- 16 - I am changing...
- 16 - In my mind...
- 20 - though lost to sight, to ..
- 22 - San Fransico Museum of ..
- 22 - a new world
- 22 - beauty and me er... the ..
- 22 - I am
- 22 - Im Lost Im Found (poem)
- 22 - past
- 22 - THE CRY OF THE CHILDREN
- 24 - wishing you were here...
- 26 - I hate...
- 27 - the new begin
- 27 - break on through
- 28 - happy..
- 29 - boring bullshit
- 30 - You'll prolly feel cheated ..
- 30 - no hair...
- 31 - working man
- August 2002
- 01 - again...
- 01 - Out of Touch
- 06 - The phone rings.... I ..
- 07 - The Wind
- 13 - I dont like the drugs
- 13 - The Perception of Reality
- 13 - My Unreality
- 16 - The Growing Child's Mind
- 26 - so it seems
- September 2002
- 11 - Temptation is Calling
- 11 - Depression, Awareness, ..
- 13 - half empty
- 14 - So far from where I used to ..
- 15 - no... YOU ARE!
- 15 - Fortune Cookie
- 21 - Meeting People is Easy
- 22 - Bury Me
- 22 - spinning in circles
- 26 - The Black Crow Cries
- October 2002
- 02 - Coincidence?
- 02 - I want more...
- 02 - keep pushing on
- 02 - inside my skin
- 03 - nowhere at all
- 03 - ......
- 04 - sushi
- 04 - externally induced internal ..
- 05 - Crystal Sunday
- 06 - Christian Survivor
- 06 - Society
- 06 - consumed by darkness
- 14 - Blue Moon
- 24 - It
- 27 - Everybody has something...
- 27 - Try to understand...
- 28 - Self Analysis (1)
- November 2002
- 03 - How my family died
- 07 - social shock
- 09 - CREEP
- 10 - Happieness is bliss
- 10 - is this really happening?
- 12 - Silent Eyes
- 14 - Lucid Eyelids
- 15 - my dad thinks Im a faggot
- 15 - Farewell and Goodnight
- 17 - effortless
- 17 - I wasnt born with enough ..
- 20 - Journal
- 21 - Morphine Madness
- 23 - Tired
- 24 - how?
- 29 - Thanksgiving.. . .
- December 2002
- 06 - you tear me down
- 06 - BitterSweet
- 09 - spreading light
- 11 - poem of anticipation
- 28 - American Poets Society
- 28 - Outlet me out
2003
- January 2003
- 08 - drivel
- 31 - Drug Tests for Dummys
- February 2003
- 02 - can we know our changing ..
- 03 - Rejection makes you say ..
- 08 - m-t
- 14 - I declare myself...
- 25 - take me back to the start
- 25 - I am born again...
- March 2003
- 05 - Made in the image of god... ..
- 06 - To Old Friends.. . .
- 18 - new house
- April 2003
- 01 - To Phil, my only known ..
- 03 - never enough time
- 03 - ....
- 10 - uncontrollable pain
- 10 - your life awaits me
- 11 - you do it for yourself
- 11 - mirror mirror on the ..
- 11 - hear me
- 11 - endless energy
- 12 - TB
- 17 - The struggle...
- 17 - The embrace
- 19 - I get back up again.... . .
- 19 - 4/19
- 19 - I am suffering....
- 20 - free flow of thoughts
- 21 - I ramble on...
- 21 - Logic Vs. Emotion
- 22 - In the flames of your desire
- 22 - Here I am
- 24 - is this really happening?
- 27 - empty phone calls
- 28 - I hung out with Tiffany ..
- May 2003
- 01 - I love my mommy.
- 03 - silent music
- 04 - haha... .. . .no.. . .
- 08 - my last breath
- 08 - To one of my friends, or ..
- 17 - oh my little life of mine
- 17 - an ode to anything
- 21 - dragging me down.....
- 26 - what is coming to me ..
- 28 - something to do....
- June 2003
- 05 - illusions wrapped in my ..
- 06 - nobody seems to care
- 06 - My frail body has been ..
- 09 - Paranoid Birthday Boy
- 10 - ....X....
- 10 - I try my best
- 15 - Do what your told...
- 18 - ive got nothing...
- 21 - My Truth
- 29 - Playing with the little ..
- July 2003
- 01 - distortion/distraction
- 05 - When I turned on my TV....
- 05 - When I woke up in my ..
- 06 - you are my memory
- 06 - lalalala
- 06 - what am I looking for??
- 07 - How was your day?
- 11 - Lets play pretend
- 15 - force fed relationship
- 15 - prove yourself
- 17 - my friend sally
- 18 - self examination
- 19 - just for you....
- 19 - Im convinced!
- 19 - it could happen to you...
- 22 - cabbage patch kids
- 23 - forget what you dont ..
- 23 - about everyone except myself
- 23 - faded efforts in my jean ..
- 24 - falling apart in open arms
- 25 - Ignore the meaning (act ..
- 30 - thank you strangers!
- 30 - who are you (come close and ..
- August 2003
- 03 - High On Life???
- 05 - Coming from the 3rd flooR
- 08 - Short Story
- 08 - Two minds inside of mine...
- 08 - where the noise is coming ..
- 09 - Religious Gibberish
- 09 - Tomorrow I will be standing
- 11 - World Wrapped in Pavement
- 22 - My Entire Life (saying ..
- 29 - Christians and Cactus ..
- September 2003
- 16 - Born into loss
- October 2003
- 02 - Another Day at Junior Church
- 04 - a friend
- 11 - Cigarettes and Suicide
- November 2003
- 05 - Butterflys of Empty Stomachs
- 06 - Master Slave Relationship
- 09 - Push me
- December 2003
- 07 - no time to be significant
- 07 - I am one
- 08 - Water Soluble
- 11 - Trash in the Wind
- 25 - Sorry Town you Raised Me
- 25 - Stagnant Town in a Dizzy ..
- 29 - Note to Self
- 31 - To My Imaginary Friends
2004
- February 2004
- 06 - Conscious but still sleeping
- 18 - Something to help me sleep ..
- 18 - An ode to (my ending)
- 27 - The Ending
- March 2004
- 13 - Trees Touching Clouds ..
- 26 - The Friend I Never Had
- 26 - Life is so fucking crazy, ..
- 31 - just a reminder
- April 2004
- 06 - complaining... ..
- 30 - cigarette lament
- May 2004
- 30 - the straigh part of a circle
- June 2004
- 18 - what matters
- 30 - fragments of a poem
- 30 - fragments of a poem2
- 30 - fragments of a poem 3
- 30 - fragments of a poem 4
- August 2004
- 02 - drug addiction vs. progress
- 03 - drugs like me
- 03 - ranting my way to sobriety
- September 2004
- 18 - An Ode to Self Preservation
- 18 - The Hopeful Pessimist
- 30 - The Psychotic Rants of a ..
- October 2004
- 03 - The Joke is on Us
- 06 - because I was bored
- 11 - racists make your distance
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