Ranmat
The Last Hours
2010
- March 2010
- 17 - why do i smoke weed
- 28 - jan 2010 = D U I
- 31 - Court
- April 2010
- 08 - One down... forever to ..
- 13 - Possible Predator in his ..
- 16 - I think i need a Sarkis ..
- 24 - An Update Letter to his Dad
- May 2010
- 04 - Korean Spas - thank ..
- June 2010
- 08 - I'm not even a ..
- 08 - I wish I would have known ..
- July 2010
- 14 - I was born in the wrong ..
- 14 - "So we JUST had a baby ..
- 23 - a mini nervous breakdown
- October 2010
- 15 - its been a while
- 18 - I am weak
- 21 - A new day....
- 22 - stop this shit right now.
- 27 - Shame on you.
- November 2010
- 03 - My problem with men.
- 05 - the sarkis letter
- 11 - THIS place...
2011
- January 2011
- 12 - A million ways to deal with ..
- 12 - Good bye Karla
- 17 - New year. New energy.
- 17 - a year after the d u i
- February 2011
- 18 - Here we are. 2011. Feb.
- 18 - This has been somewhat a ..
- 18 - Hi Don,
- March 2011
- 02 - I have to come to a clear ..
- 21 - where do we go from here?
- April 2011
- 02 - I haven't written in a wh..
- August 2011
- 07 - teaching jb to wipe his butt
- 07 - she went to go look for u!
2012
- January 2012
- 21 - My sorry ass uncle
- 30 - My homegirl
- February 2012
- 11 - Broken.
- 22 - Working out.... or trying ..
- April 2012
- 28 - im in a strange place.....
- May 2012
- 08 - Almost there?
- August 2012
- 01 - I'm at a cross path
- 01 - Growing out of porn
- 01 - my lifestyle should ..
2013
- May 2013
- 14 - I have a reason for ..
- 27 - Break
- 28 - back to normal
- June 2013
- 23 - If someone pushed you off a ..
- July 2013
- 16 - 20 years of Friendship
- 16 - well, we have to find a new ..
- 22 - WTH?!?!?! All I did was ..
- 22 - Update
- October 2013
- 07 - a mini breakdown
- 07 - I have the biggest crush on ..
- 19 - Attention deficit ..
- November 2013
- 07 - What to do?.... oh and ..
2014
- January 2014
- 01 - Adjustments needed
- 30 - I am stressed the fuck out
- March 2014
- 13 - My Mom
- April 2014
- 15 - Jonahs Dad - The Moron
- May 2014
- 20 - 5-15-14 - The day i stopped ..
- 20 - The Break-Down at the ..
- 20 - "Keep your distance Darren"
- June 2014
- 10 - You never know how much ..
- 15 - I am official!
- July 2014
- 15 - TIme to Pull out the ..
- August 2014
- 12 - New Jersey Trip for Business
- September 2014
- 05 - I think I need to seek out ..
- October 2014
- 18 - so after my 2 weeks ..
2015
- January 2015
- 02 - The stresses of life just ..
- 02 - Close the book with Darren, ..
- April 2015
- 18 - How do I get my fight back
- 19 - When will I be a grown up?
- 21 - Happy 420 day!
- 24 - he said she said
- May 2015
- 04 - wise words from GG
- 04 - the power of habit
- 07 - Again, I smoked.Then saw ..
- July 2015
- 13 - Jonahs first bible reading
- August 2015
- 24 - So I feel weird about being ..
- 24 - Hard Headed Me
- September 2015
- 02 - i fucked up and fucked.
- 03 - Tina - A betrayal to self.
2016
- February 2016
- 01 - The job
- 01 - An apology letter to kenar
- March 2016
- 12 - Rebekah
- 12 - 2-24-16. At the spa
- 12 - Mr. Lee
- July 2016
- 25 - Rastas Sizzla Worship
- 31 - Can I eat your ass
- 31 - Weed did it again
- October 2016
- 12 - My mom the hoarder
- 12 - How come you cant?
- December 2016
- 30 - Anxiety
2017
- January 2017
- 01 - Mr Lee - a new year
- 08 - Organize my struggle
- 14 - Today I found out that I ..
- March 2017
- 02 - Laid Off
- 02 - March 1st - Epic Fail
- 05 - betrayal is not for me
- April 2017
- 29 - What am I
- 30 - One of the reasons i get ..
- May 2017
- 02 - Letter to mom
- 20 - The Summary
- 31 - I'm spiraling. This is my ..
- June 2017
- 01 - Going to 6th Grade
- 01 - Broken Promise
- 04 - Just stuff
- 11 - Raised in vain
- July 2017
- 13 - Rape? Really?
- 21 - Back from AZ
- 27 - I wanted to reward myself ..
- August 2017
- 03 - Shit Free
- 03 - Grandma Madness
- 04 - 82 voice mails
- 10 - Darren got married on 8-7-17
- September 2017
- 05 - The Dinner
- 12 - Still not working
- October 2017
- 07 - Working and my mom and Jamal
- November 2017
- 01 - I thought i had a job!
- 01 - Hair goals
- 20 - Grinding while thankful
- 24 - When we r not in sync
- 26 - Venting. Mom
- 26 - cont'd.... my first ..
- 30 - feeling guilty
- December 2017
- 12 - 6th grade egyptian project
- 23 - Private reproof
- 26 - Failed attempt to end it
2018
- January 2018
- 10 - Test anxiety
- February 2018
- 06 - Motivation to move
- March 2018
- 08 - My test.
- 21 - This is what truly gets on ..
- April 2018
- 05 - My Letter to Jonah
- 07 - The pattern is clear
- July 2018
- 10 - Shelly's 40th Surprise
- 20 - Waiting to move
- August 2018
- 02 - A glimpse of Rock Bottom
- 18 - Back to clean slate
- September 2018
- 22 - Medical!
- 24 - I finally talked to my mom
2019
- January 2019
- 08 - Out with 2018
- 09 - And then this happens....
- 26 - Unloving
- April 2019
- 09 - Its already April and....
- 20 - A Permanent Position BUT
- 21 - Hoarding - A family thing
- May 2019
- 29 - So. My son is a thief
- 29 - Its really happening.....
- July 2019
- 23 - 5 Mo' Days 2 AZ
- 23 - "Mistake Island"
- August 2019
- 12 - Finally I'm good on Jamal
- 13 - MOVED!
- September 2019
- 07 - 420 Semantics
- 07 - California Itchin
- 07 - Goodbye Migration project
- December 2019
- 23 - 20+ year reunion - Jamal
- 23 - Fucking Family?
- 28 - Jamal. Done. Again.
- 31 - Locked out of my Computer
2020
- January 2020
- 16 - Some Marty Bullshit
- 27 - So I lied.....
- February 2020
- 08 - Hypocrite
- 08 - Child Support....
- 15 - A teaching Moment
- 15 - Chicken Tikka Masala
- 20 - Am I being petty over this ..
2021
- January 2021
- 01 - Havent written in 10 months
- February 2021
- 08 - The answer is NO
- March 2021
- 01 - So I guess this is 30+ ..
- July 2021
- 21 - Reflecting our past
- November 2021
- 08 - FREAKING FINALLY!!!
- 08 - Asthma and Allergies
2023
- April 2023
- 04 - Rethinking My Vows
- June 2023
- 08 - My son, lost his virginity
- July 2023
- 09 - J. J. W. & J
- 09 - Hodge